So I'm on this photography kick right now. I really want a digital camera. I looked at some of the cheaper ones, though right now even those are out of my price range. (Maybe I'll see if mom will pay for half as a birthday present. Turning 30 should count for something, right? LOL)
I think it would be cool to start a photoblog. Mostly for my friends overseas, but for family and friends here too. It would give me something to do to get my mind off of all this stupid shit that's been happening in my life. I'm seriously depressed...
I'm debating on not taking that state job these days. With the school situation, it might be best to stick it out with my former job. Sometimes we do things we hate to do to get ahead. Though the thought almost brings me to tears. But I really want to go back to school. I don't see any other option for myself. Without a Bachelors, I'm stuck in a rut... Also, I'm fairly sure my part time job is secure for the time being, and I have been actively searching for more stable work. With the state job, I'll work three months and be left with nothing. Then again, I could get canned tomorrow, though it seems unlikely.
I dunno. I'm at this point where I don't want to think about anything right now. I'm sick of everything.
Posted by Zoso at May 9, 2006 12:32 PMSometimes you do have to do things you don't like in order to get what you want. Sometimes that means giving up things you think are secure and taking a lead of faith to get what you want.
Everybody falls on their face. You can either dwell on the bumps and bruises you've received or you can focus on what you learned from them and move on.
Posted by: Sarah at May 9, 2006 01:11 PM